How to know you know the Lord
Reading St. Silouan, one comes away sensing a kind soul who clearly wrote of God from real, personal experience. These passages below challenge me to think about what it means to truly be a Christian. They challenge me to test myself, but nowhere in St. Silouan's writings does testing oneself equate to condemning oneself. How could it—our God is the lover of our souls! He who will not love his enemies cannot come to know the Lord and the sweetness of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit teaches us to love our enemies, so that the soul pities them as if they were her own children. There are people who desire the destruction, the torment in hell-fire of their enemies, or the enemies of the Church. They think like this because they have not learned divine love from the Holy Spirit, for he who has learned the love of God will shed tears for the whole world. You say that So-and-so is an evil-doer and may he burn in hell-fire. But I ask you — supposing God were to give you a fair place in pa...